Tada

I pass the year, but I got tagged for surgery and required to do a directed elective for medicine.

Yes I'm that bad. Watch out world, there's a dubious doctor in the making.

The annoying thing is, I have absolutely no idea how to improve on all these assessments. I just feel so... left out of the loop.

Have to survive next year. How?

PASSED

I passed. Barely. But passed.

Now I'm torn between just stay as far as I can from Medicine for the holidays, or start preparing for my final year in med school. My results have been going steadily downhill right back since sem 4 in IMU, and now that I've reached the point where I've just barely missed the failing line, I can't afford to be complacent anymore.

I'll definitely take a break once I get registered as a doctor. Maybe get myself involve in some research. Or perhaps some light teaching back in IMU. Facilitating PBLs sounds like a fun way to earn some money.

Fear

But I fear
I have nothing to give
And I have so much to lose
Here in this lonely place
Tangled up in our embrace
There's nothing I'd like
Better than to fall

- lyrics from 'Fear', by Sarah McLachlan