Lonely

For the first time in 4 years, I'm starting to feel that I can't cope with Medicine.

Nothing feels worse than feeling lonely in the presence of your friends. You're wrong John Donne. Each man is an island, entire of itself. The bridges we built to one another merely creates the illusion that we're connected. In the end, each individual have to face their own uncertain future all by himself.

Trying to imagine how it must have felt for the few IMU ppl who failed 5th year, & I realized that I just can put myself in their shoes. Tried to imagine what happens if I fail my 4th year now, & all I see is just pitch black. I CANNOT fail this, I can't afford to, but I still might. Too much to remember for my pea brain.