Paper A - Thumbs down

The 1st paper went horribly. Horrible as in, I need a miracle now to pass my 4th year paper.

I might have sound overdramatic, considering how my peers came out of the exam hall, cheerful & smiling. Having blank-outs in the midst of the exam is truly an unpleasent feeling. Feel choked with despair halfway thru the exam, unable to answer parts of all the questions asked.

But I can't afford to grieve over my miserable performance in the 1st paper now. Paper B is awaiting in 3 days time. Eat, rest, and forward I go with my studies again.

I won't have mind failing if it doesn't cost me an extra RM 100,000 repeating for another year... So much effort wasted at the wrong end...